back again

oi i was thinking (and just thinking) of towing sammo along to hervey bay.. can you imagine that.. oooooh man... the fun we could have with that boy.. and yeah i think we are back together.. i told him how i felt.. i dont think ive told you this story yet.. hope i havent.. if i have ill tell you again: we were at a party on this trampoline and we had been drinking - he was quite gooone.. anyway.. i seriously cannot remember how it happened.. but i asked him out.. and surprisingly he said yes.. and i was like.. hold on.. did i just ask you out.. and hes like yeah.. you did.. hah.. etc.. and so we talked .. worked it out yadda yadda.. and so we've been hanging out again and doing stuff (guilt-free if you know what i mean) its all really good and yeah.. i still feel insecure.. like i might lose him again.. randomly like last time.. but why worry about shit you cant control hey.. i still do though.