not over him

i love stal to bits buts she is only good to party with. yeah life here has slowed down alot, im really just smoking cones alot and hanging out with drug fucked people (bit bent right now matter of factly). So my friend is talking to me, and this is what she said.

“i so knew that you werent over fred. i dont know what you are doing wrong, i think you need to stop being so scarred of being hurt. live life, pain is part of the deal and you will always learn from it, stop being so gaurded stacy, its not good for the soul (and im talking shit out of my ass again lol). i think american guys watch too much tv and thats why they get so clingy and romantic and shit. speaking of guys ,yeah i dont like elih its kinda just like yeah we enjoy fucking ocasionally but it has to stop. oh and did i tell you i hooked up with alicia again? well i did and she came over the other night, i think expecting more and i have decided she is a no go zone from here on in, she has a gf and i dont think i want to get involved etc. karma will bite my ass if i do anything else with her, i know it.”
From one of the topic to another. Hmmm….